The setting is a large bright room filled with an assortment of colorful toys. There is a cute play kitchen with dishes and plastic food on the shelf.  Big, colorful, soft foam blocks stand stacked in one corner; a little play house stands in the other.  There are toy trucks, plastic people and animals, and a small table with chairs that are just the right size. Cabinets are filled with pictures to color, crayons, various supplies, and even some healthy snacks. All meant to create a fun environment for 2 and 3 year old children.  A place for little ones to be cared for while their parents worship in the sanctuary.

It’s early on a Sunday morning, and two teachers are ready and  waiting for little ones to arrive. One by one they are brought to the door of the classroom. On this particular Sunday, one by one they make it very clear that they don’t want to be there!

It seems like every 2 and 3 year old is having a rough morning. Each one cries pitifully as  they cling to their parent’s neck. The parent tries to comfort them, “I always come back for you, don’t I? ”  To no avail. They aren’t happy about being left in that class room. The teachers pry them out of their parent’s arms as they continue to wail, and the parent quickly leaves, hoping they  will settle down and enjoy their time.

A tired three year old boy, who has just returned from a week at the beach with his family, enters the room.  He is greeted warmly: “Welcome back! Did you have fun at the beach?!”  “NO!” He shouts, as he whacks a truck off the table.

The teachers spend the next hour and a half attempting to keep cranky little ones happy by distracting them, comforting  them, drying tears,  wiping noses, and reminding them that their parents will be back soon. They guide the despondent toddlers from playhouse to building blocks, coloring books to kitchen, showing them everything provided for them to play with.

A little boy falls off of a chair and bonks his head on the floor.

Finally it is time!  Most of them have calmed down, although some are still in tears, and all of them can’t wait to be out of that room. The door swings open. The children stand at the door, fling their arms over the child safety gate, and look out into the hall. Waiting. Waiting to catch a glimpse of the one who will make everything better!

Waiting for the moment they can get out  of that room!

The parents arrive. Tears are dried.  Smiles return to little faces.  The ones who were playing come running to the door in excitement when they see their parents. Reunited. Happy. Glad to be out of that room.

God brings this scene to mind as I am sharing with a dear friend.  We talk about how life seems to grow harder the older you get. We are tired. There are tears. I reflect on the week and share how the promises of God that I have been trying to focus on do not always seem consistent with my experience.  In fact, the promises of God sometimes seem to fade as the circumstances of life fight to take center stage.

Thinking back to the Sunday School class full of tearful toddlers, God is showing me that I often behave in the same way those little children behave. He lovingly ushers me into a season that He has thoughtfully prepared for me. The setting is perfect for what God wants to accomplish. It has been furnished and equipped exactly the way He wants it to be.  The perfect  environment for Him to do the work He wants to do in my heart.

And I often make it very clear that I don’t want to be there.

Often, what God has meant to be a time of learning with anticipation for us turns into a time of waiting. We might even feel abandoned at times, as we beg God to deliver us…to make things right.  He tries to comfort us with His Word or through other believers, and He reminds us:  “I will never leave  you. I will rescue you!” At times we become so focused on wanting the waiting to end that we fail to see all the blessings He has provided.

When we  focus on wanting to be somewhere else, His provision seems to disappear.

I am jolted into the reality that my heart can easily slip into despair as I focus on the hard stuff.  And yet, through the tears, I can see  that God has provided all that I need. I can trust that His ways are best.

But there is a part of me that just REALLY longs to see Him! There is a part of me that longs to be free from the heaviness of this life! And as the time of His coming is drawing closer and closer,  I am becoming more and more like those toddlers! I am flinging my arms over the gate and I am look out into the hall! Waiting. Waiting to get a glimpse of the one who will make everything better! He will be there! Tears will be dried.  Smiles will be on our faces. I will run with excitement when I see Him standing there!

But I will also be so very thankful for all that He has accomplished while I waited for Him…

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